Jewel opens up about anxiety disorder
Singer Jewel has opened up about her past battle with a severe anxiety disorder, revealing the only way to conquer her fears was through songwriting.
The Foolish Games hitmaker struggled through a period of homelessness as a teenager, before deciding to try and break into the music industry by traveling the country and playing small gigs while living out of her car.
The experiences of her youth left her suffering from agoraphobia, a
fear of being around other people.
She tells The Huffington Post, "By the time I was homeless, I was
crippled by agoraphobia, which is hard when you don't have a home,
but in my car. I was afraid if I left my car, I would be stricken
with illness."
Luckily, the one thing that helped her overcome the disease was her
passion for writing music, as she began to create honest songs
stemming from her painful struggles.
Jewel says, "I was writing about it. Then I started singing in
front of people and telling them my worst fears, and then my life
changed because I started letting people - I felt less alone for
the first time because I let myself be seen, really, for the first
time - all my good, bad and ugly. And people accepted me because
they felt seen, because we're all the same."